lost

I've been awake since 2:30, and can't seem to find sleep again. I ache with missing him. I've cried to the point of nausea and worsening headache. This is the third night in a row. How am I going to handle a full-time job plus the bookstore if this keeps on? I miss him so very much. Snuggles likes my being up in the middle of the night. He is livingup to his name.