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Thank you to every one who has been sending me support via Facebook, LJ, emails and locally over the past few days.  I do want to respond to some of you more directly, but right now I'm just trying to focus on getting through each day and making it through the end of the month.  As we approach next week, I'm feeling more and more like I'm living a life that can't be real, and it is taking a lot more energy than I expected to try and act "normal" around the co-workers, friends and family that don't need to see me falling apart.  I am reading and listening, and I'm grateful.

A special thank you to Merav for sending me a box of sunshine and love that arrived today in the form of a gorgeous (and warm!) hand-crocheted blanket.