Odd day

For whatever reason, I can't seem to drag my sorry self out of the house today. It looks like it is beautiful outside, yet I've been finding one excuse after another not to go anywhere - not even to the freesale two streets down! I'm still feeling very tired and a bit under the weather, but really not as incredibly depressed as I have been the last 10 days - I'm not happy, but I'm not spending most of my time thinking about things to do to shorten my life. I've had dry cereal for breakfast and lunch, spent a lot of time playing computer card games, napped a bit, had a nice long hot shower and actually got dressed, and I still don't want to leave the house. I'm trying to decide whether listening to my desire to crawl back under the covers and doze some more is a good idea, or whether it is just going to make me not able to sleep tonight. I have a gift card I was planning to use to go out to dinner, but that feels like too much trouble. There are a large number of things around the house that really need to be done, but I'm not getting much of that done either. I should go to the bookstore and help out a bit, but I don't want to (and since I would be doing it on my own time, I don't really feel like I have to). Heck, the owner of the store told me to go to the liquor store and buy myself a bottle of gin on the company card! but that seems like too much work. Down, lazy and tired, that is how I feel today.

Do I give myself a break and just take the day completely off and do whatever feels ok, or do I push myself to go out and see other humans? (The cats vote for me staying here and hanging out with them).

Maybe I'll go fold laundry.